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| Monday, November 24th, 2008
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8:04 pm
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I kind of got back into the swing of things of writeing up pointless shit about my life, and it feels pretty damn good. Despite no one reads this its fine =)
Anyways since im back into the swing of writing my lj and adding life to it once again for now anyways.
So its no surprise that this past month has been the best month of my life, thus far. I was thinking last night, I am truley haveing the time of my life right now, and why shouldnt I? Im notorious for always putting a pity party on myself saying I dont have a boyfriend, im still living at home, but as of right now maybe my life needs to be this way so I can live my life the way i want. I never really thought about it much or have really took advantage of my life until this past month. When i heard about the VIP tickets (and it costing $450 for just 1 ticket) my gut reaction was no way thats to expensive blah blah blah. My dad was the one who was really excited for me and said why not get them its a once in a life time oppertunity and there is nothing and no one holding you back. So I did it.
Nothing and no one is holding me back. I can live for myself, be who I want to be and answer to no one. I dont have to applogise to anyone, I just live for me.
I want to go back to school and get my bachlors in comm coz writing is my real passion. My family is cheering me on telling me by all means go back if thats what I really want.
I guess what im saying is im taking advantage of my situation. Im young, i shouldnt have to deal with children, or debt, or a nagging boyfriend. I need to live my life for myself,and one day once i fulfilled my needs and took care of myself maybe then ill settle down, get married, have children, but at least i wont be doing it and wondering about the what ifs and starting a new life burned out from all the worrying about other people.
I guess what i discovered is this life is my life...not your life....and im not going to live my life trying to please others, putting others beforfe me, because once you know it time slips away and youll be left with the shoulda, coulda, wouldas, and im not about to let that happen.
If i want something ill get, and not put others before me to block my way. I guess i am being a bit selfish, but in life to take care of yourself, to fulfil your wants and desires you kind of have to be, because no one is going to make sure if your ok or happy, there justlooking out for themselves. So im done putting others before me (for now). Right now I need to be selfish in order to get what i want to make me happy. And one day maybe when im happy met my needs and have no regrets and lived for Erin, and not for my parents or my sisters and my friends (sorry) maybe then I can be selfless and live for another human being, but not until i live for me first.
Life is what you make out of it and im having a ball being young and free!
And!!!! I have a special treat!!!!!!! This was taking on 11/23/08 look carefully whoes on stage!!!
Yes!!!! your not seeing things its truley KEVIN RICHARDSON joining BSB on stage on stage in hollywood!!!! I nearly peed myself when I saw this on the bsb website!!! =)
current music: Shape of my Heart~BSB
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| Sunday, November 23rd, 2008
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5:48 pm
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Oh my god oh my god OH MY GOD!!!!!!! So this is kind of a OH MY GOD CAN THIS REALLY BE HAPPENING MOMENT!!!! Ashley just got a call and since I was in my room (making a Nick Carter desktop for those of you who are intrested!) I was kinda easdropping on Ashleys call (Paper thin walls!) So Ashley is talking and telling this person her info. So she hangs up comes in my room and tells me and my mom that thanks to the BSB concert and the drawings they asked us to fill out while we were in line (Ashley filled them out) they picked 10 winners and Ashleys name was picked!! So Ashley won a.........CRUISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes her and a guest (ME!!!!!) will be going on all expense paied cruise to the Bahamas within the year!!!!! OMG OMG OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! Ash and I have to go down to Wachovia on tuesday at 7 to work out the arrangements!!! Ahhhh this is so unbeliveablely awsome!!!!
Wow BSB are my lucky charm!!! We met them, and now coz we went to their concert were going on a cruise!!!! UN-FREAKIN-BELIVEABLE!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: BSB!!!!!!
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| Monday, November 17th, 2008
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6:41 pm
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After some detective searching I found a video from my soundcheck that had the codes!!! So here is the one, the only Nick Carter singing. If you look carefully you may see me or Ashley!!!;)
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7:14 am
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So here is a lil climps into my life. I decided to type Backstreet concert in wilksbarre into youtube and lo and behold they had video's!!! They even have sound check videos too!!! Howie dancing with the girl and Brian cutting in (like i mentioned before!!) But sadley i cant get those codes to show. But never fear here is an awsome video of I want it that way from Wilks that I did indeed see live...if listen carefully enough you may just hear me and Ashley screaming!!!! =)
current mood:  creative
current music: I want it that way~ BSB
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| Wednesday, April 25th, 2007
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9:39 pm - Sunday!
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As you all know I like to brag about my god daughter. So Im gonna ramble about last Sunday lol.
The christining was in Delaware (I cant see Hunter any time i want =()So sunday my family and my aunt Suzie and her bf Mark all went together in Marks daughters van. It took about 2 1/2 hrs down. It was a nice trip, talking laughing, watching Greys Anatomy with Ashley.....were high tech people lol.
So we get to the house at noonish and Deanna (Hunters mom) is holding Hunter in the driveway. We all couldnt get out of the van fast enough!! Deanna was like "hi" and we were all like "BABY!!!!" and the race was on to see who could hold/look at her first lol So my dad holds Hunter first bringing her in the driveway where it was more shaded where me and Ashley gatherd around my dad to look at the baby. We were like "AWWWW shes sleeping. AWWW shes moving her finger....How cute!!!!"We couldnt get enough of that 7pd, bald headed angel!
I finally pryed Hunter Brooke out of my dads arms and took her inside and held her. She started crying and trying to suck on her fingers and we were all "AWWWWWW shes hungery!!" Deanna gave me her bottle and she sucked down the bottle.....and again we were all "AWWWWWWWW precious!!!"
About 15 minutes later and after i got done feeding and burping the little ball of perfection my gradfather and his asshole gf Adrian the devil woman show up. I handed Hunter to my grandfather. That was his first time seeing and holding his very first grandaughter =).
So yea we were all talking and because Deanna is a sever diabetic her doctors kept telling her she should abort the baby all through the pregnancy. Hunter Brooke wasnt planned, she concived with the pill and a condom, but Hunter was a very happy surprise. My cousins drs kept telling her if she dosent end abort the pregnancy she or the baby are at high risk of dying (this was more then 1 dr...all through her her pregnancy, every week for 9 months). Deanna told them if they cant find anything wrong with the baby shes not going to abort it, unless they can tell her if there is something seriously wrong with her.
Hunter Brooke was due in late March but came on Feb 18th a healthy little premie!! =)
Heres some pictures coz I like showing off and coz I really want a baby!!! lol =)
Grandpa holding Hunter for the first time
The Jones family + Hunter, Deanna, Uncle Dan, Aunt Wendy, Stephen
Aunt Suzie, Deanna, Dad, and Hunter
The Ceremony
Stephen Hunter and Deanna
current mood:  content
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| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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1:26 pm
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If you really want to know me or read whats going on in my life then please feel free to leave me a comment and plead your case. My secretary will get back to you shortly! =)
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